I always have. I am an over analyzer, over thinker & worry wart.
Lately I have been dwelling on a few things from my past. Things I am embarrassed of and regret. Things that I wish I could have told my younger self
"don't be stupid. You will regret that"
I have a had a lot of time at home alone since I am on summer break and D works during the day and these thoughts have been something that I cannot get off my brain. I want to forget or to put it out of mind but it is weighing too heavy on my heart. It makes me sad, upset and almost sick to my stomach. I am not perfect and I know I never will be but I am in such a different place than I was, say 3-4 years ago and I want to accept choices I made and move on.
I need to forgive myself but I am really struggling.
I am not sure how to get past this and just 'move on' and not let it bother me. I looked up a few quotes so I thought I would share these, even if its just something I can look back on re read to remind myself that I made mistakes but that doesn't define me now.
I am trying to find forgiveness for myself.
I will be back to blogging once I get a new layout etc & once I get my mojo back.